Thursday, January 23, 2003
WHEE!!! got a headache right now. hahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaa stupid headacheeeeeeee ARGHHHHHHHHHH -feels pukey- what a beautiful sunday!! took my sat 1 yesterday. was not as bad as i expected. english was worse than i expected. not surprising. SO ANYWAYYYYYY wad a beautiful sunday!!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee :) i hope huiting's having a good day. i'm having a totally slack day. i had alot of sleep yesterday. slept the whole afternoon. den slept the whole night too. hahahaha. feeling very free. gonna do the hist essay due on wednesday. LAAAAAAAAARSITYYYYYY oh pretty baby now that i've found you stay oh god. another week has passed. so fast. and another week is coming! shit. super fast. it's gonna be end of jan already. stupid la the stupid sats thing ended so late i cudn't even go to school for wadever shit talk it was. okay i guess that's good. HAHAHAHAHAAAA HUITING HOW WAS IT i bet it was crappy. duh. same thing as last year. BOO BOO CAT!! hahahaa. yah how come i so free. -listens to a stupid happy song- laaalalaaaa happy song! nice day. shit la was supposed to go watch the caltex masters with my dad at our club so it's free!! but he's too busy so cannot :( so sad. wah headache!!! headache *_* yar wad happen to xuan!! missed her during training. wah lau there's definitely like a flu bug going around. like. surely. i'm still coughing quite badly but i dun feel sick anymore. laaaalaaaaa so how's yur day!! hahaha yu better blog. shit la i dun understand history at all!! that reminds me. you can't really understand history. you're supposed to mug it and only those people with history minds can understand history but i don't have a history mind!! this is terrible. oh well. i can't even read the damn textbook. wadever. hahahahaa. BENITO MUSSOLINI!! HE'S REALLY UGLY!! BOXY JAW!! eeeeeeeee. ok this song i'm listening to is damn funny!
i am sixteen going on seventeen i know that i'm naiveeee fellows i meet may tell me i'm sweet and willingly i believeee hahahahahaha from sound of music. shit la damn headache!! oh dear i'm getting hungry i wonder what's for lunch. wah nice man second ear hole! hope you dun get infection. xiang kan ni kan de shi jie / xiang zai ni meng de hua mian LAAA LAAAAAA wah lau 40 bucks for a wallet is really too much man. lucky yu din buy. hahahaaha. so spendthrift!! hahaha. ahh headache!! X_X
posted by :. heroyin. 8:35 PM
WAD GOOD NIGHTTTTTT I'M STILL UP
HAHAHAHA HELLOOOOOOOO
feeling super stoned. SUPER STONED AND HIGH HI HI HIIIIIIIIIIIIIII HAHAHAHAHAAHHA
ok. i've decided. i'm just going to copy the work tomorrow in sch. i dun care anymore!! i'm going to sleep before i die of exhaustion i bet hueeteeng is nicely tucked in in bed and she's having a niCEEEEEE DREAAAAAAmmmmmmm of i dunno who. hahahaaha. have fun sleeping teeng. i'm going to JOIN YOU NOW!! IN DREAMLAND! yes . now . before i go kill myself. okie nite!! muuuuuuuuuuuacks
posted by :. heroyin. 8:14 AM
:(
YAWNN GOOD NIGHT!
posted by :. heroyin. 6:46 AM
Wednesday, January 22, 2003
harlo. today, was a really long, long, long, long, day, and it's not, a very, good,day. sigh.
so today we had a hell lot of lessons until like 3+ and den after dat it was training. the weather was really crap. it was like raining and stopping and raining and den it POUREEEED and we all got soaked and muddy and everything and training ended at like 650 or something i dunno but it was really late anyway..... den i was really tired and now i've all this work to do! sigh.
sigh. can't stop thinking about somebody. so stupid la. stupid. doing stupid things. sigh.. sniff. falling sick. shit la.
-worried like fug about somebody- ahhhhhhhhhhhhh stupid stupid. actually i was looking at the sky today. there was a rainbow after the rain ended. so nice. and den while i was waiting for my dad i was looking at the really dark blue sky. i wonder if the sky feels anything. rain rain rain........ why does it always raaaain on me. self-pity song. stupid. hai. i hope he's ok.
posted by :. heroyin. 5:35 AM
Tuesday, January 21, 2003
KISS THE RAIN! whenever yu neeeeeed me
kiss the raaaain whenever i'm goneee too long
OK so right today i felt uber sleepy. went home and slept till like 9+ and dat's why i'm up now! hahahahaaha. still feeling sleepy. utterly crappy. i tink no matter how much i sleep i'll still end up feeling tired. how terribleeeeeeeee mooooooooooooooooooacks hui ting! wah lau yu stupid booboocat hahahaa go back to your pulau ubin jungle! shoo. YAAAA training i hope the weather's good too. mmmm someone's sleeping already! i shud go sleep soon tooooo. but i kind of just woke up. but it's ok. there's no such thing as too much sleep. HAHAHAHAHAAAAA ok there is but during sch days there's no such thing la. uber tired! :( -lies on table- wah another long day tomorrow so long man ahhhhhhhhhhhh looooooooong daaaaaaay boohoohoo so sad man how! so sad. boohoo.
hahahaa eu just called me. thinking of jersey name!! she wanted fir e.u-p. get it? FIRE U UP yahhhhhhhh quite nice! but dunno la. dunno if punctuation can or not. HAHAAHA
mine is heroyin! ahahahaha. so spas. hero yin heroine heroin yes! hahahaahaaa. wheeeeeeeeeeeE yeah i can't do this all on my ownnnnn i'm no superman OHHH OHHHHH I JUST REMEMBERED i finished downloading a movie! yay caan go watch ittttttt :) wad a nice happy day. hahahaa.
posted by :. heroyin. 6:53 AM
Sunday, January 19, 2003
harloeeeeees!!!! i'm like doing my math homework right now! laaalaa and daydreaming at the same time very fun! my dinner's waiting downstairs but i tink i'll finish my math first den eat! yaaaay math is good! hahahahah. i love it. yaaaaaawn feeling damn tired. i tink i'll sleeeep soon. just ate dinner! mmmm yum. super tired.shit now got ss to do. spaaaaaaaaas i can't believe i'm even trying to do my work . why why why?! what's gotten into meeeeeeeee WAH LAU i tell you man the school is like sucking all my moneh ok my expenditure for today!
shtupid geog trip to fish farm - $5
some other geog thing - $2
um...... forgot wad - $10
and dunno wad also - $10
food - $idunnoandthatduzzenmatter
and tomorrow i have to pay HOUSE FUNDS!! which is $12 X_X money sucking shit man ahhhhhhh
oh no!!!! i'm starting to go crazy -sees stars everywhere- hahahahaha i tink i'm too tired. okie time to print ss! mmmmmmmmm.......... i missssss fishermaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :( aiyah whatever man
DEN RIGHT my teeth still hurt from the tightening hahahaha wah lau i tink de dentist really put damn tight dis time man usually the pain shud be gone by now which is the 4th-5th day!! ahhhhhhhhhhh hars hars. hars. -closes eyes- -listens to some nice upbeat jaychou music before she dies of deadliness- this world is like crazy lah!!!!! dun ask me why la. it just is. and yes, whatever it is, it's still a sad place. -buries head in towel- ahhhh..... so nice. :) nice soft towel! smells good too. ok so right since i'm printing stuff my mp3s are skipping. irritating. but nevermind! it's gonna print finish already so yay it better hurry up and print finish. yes ok! now my mp3s are playing properly hahahahahahaa. super spas.
too tired to even think now. -throws worksheets on the floor- laaaalaaaaaaaaaa *-*. hahahaha. hahahaha!! this world really is quite a stupid place. yawn. ok remind me to fix my burner. mmm. yes. yay tomorrow short day! but so what. i dunno wad to do after sch. go home sleep? ok. it doesn't matter actually. do anything and whatever thing! hahahaha. an haaaaaaaoooooo is a niceeeee songggggggggggggg
hey let me tell you something.
it's a secret shhhh.
i can't sleep if i hear the clock ticking!! so right i have one clock that doesn't make any noise
and another that ticks
so i always have to bury the one that ticks under all my soft toys den go and sleep! hahaah. so it's a useless clock. .
posted by :. heroyin. 7:38 AM
so right i was thinking how long forever really is
it's called foreverrrrrrr and eeeeeeeverrrr and eveeerrrr it means forever!
it's like
maybe it's really long.
actually it's not THAT long.. it's just pretty long. and really long. and not that long.
like sometimes time passes really fast and sometimes it crawls.
mmmmmm. maybe it's just cos we forget alot of the details and so that's why things in the past seem to have passed very fast. like take the moment now. feel it. fast or slow? mine's average now. some people say time is only there because there are events. events make time. if there were no events there would be no time. maybe. so maybe when we are doing things time passes faster. distracted. we aren't concentrating on the time itself. we're doing something else. so time would stealthily pass us by.
forever is really longgggggg. it's an infinite amount of time. it's forever. for ever. haha. can anything last forever
anything that can would be very very stable. secure. strong. to last forever. and ever. nothing lasts forever.
posted by :. heroyin. 5:59 AM
ALWAYS look on the bright side of death
just before you draw your terminal breath
life's a piece of shit
when you look at it
life's a laugh and death's a joke
it's true
you'll see it's all a show
keep on laughing as you go
just remember that the last laugh is on YOU
posted by :. heroyin. 5:37 AM
so saaaaaaaaaaad
everything is so sad.
so sad!! yes. the world is ...... sadly sad.
posted by :. heroyin. 4:51 AM
baby won't yu tell me why there is sadness in yur eyes.
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